Sigh..

Hey, all.
Have you ever felt like nothing was going right? I'm feeling like that right now. I mean, some things in my life are going truly swimmingly. But I checked my grades today, and i'm pulling straight B's in all of my classes except band. Which is understanable. Music is my thing. But i'm in all honors so that my college apps will look better when I apply (not too far away now! OMG!). But I want to be a surgeon, so I need to get at leastmy Biology and Chemistry grades up. Then there's History. How I loathe history. I mean, historical literature is one (completely amazing) thing. But History? Gag me with a spoon, please. I always daze off, and imagine exciting things that could happen that could get me out of class. That, or I start humming and composing music. I usually get a lot of glares whn that happens. Everyone in my class is an amazing super History genius. Except yours truly.. I'm suprised I even have a B at this point. I don't really understand much of the info. I think the only reason that I'm not failing is because of the tests. No, they're not easy tests. They're amazingly hard, actually. It's just that I always remember everything when I have 100 points depending on it. But then I forget everything the second I turn in the test. Story of my life.
I think for college I'll go to Drury University. It's here in Springfield where I already live, so i'll be close to home. I'm going to go Pre-Med and then minor in Music, I believe. Those are the two things i'm the most interested in, other than writing. I've tired of writing lately, though. So that's that.
Another reason to sigh is that I am once again without a boyfriend. Sigh.. I hope that i'm not the only one that gets treated like this. Which is a horrible thing to say, since I basically just wished that other people would be lied to and cheated on.. ): Sorry guys.
Well, hopefully I'll be in a better mood tomorrow (though I doubt it since break is over and school starts again tomorrow...), and i'll try to post as often as I can. Happy (late) new year, and I love you guys. Really. And some of your questions are really interesting. I'd really like you guys to follow though, instead of random creeping,.. Hahaha.

Until Next Time,
Katy