Sigh..

Hey, folks. Sorry it's been a while since my last post. Life has been insane.
So, I have a problem.
I really love a guy, you see. But he loves (apparently...sadface) one of my best friends. So while he's trying to get over the fact that it's not going to work out with them, i'm constantly confused over my feelings for him, as well as wondering exactly what he thinks of me.
It's like a soap opera!
Here it gets more interesting.
I have creepers. Okay, not reallly 'creepers'. But guys who like me and won't leave me alone about it. My problem is, I get confused over how I feel about them, too.

Marcelo- Very attractive guy that i've had a 'thing' with since over the summer. We try to stay away from each other, but so far that hasn't worked out.

Nat- He's a freshman in college, I met him last year because we were both in band. He was very attractive, and was in drumline. Making him even more attracive (I've liked almost all of those guys..).
He started texting me over the snow days, and i'm reall confused about what to do about the whole situation.

Devin- A junior at my school. VERY ATTRACTIVE. Though kind of a douche. I met him at church, and we started texting after that. But now he won't leave me alone, and the messages are getting very desperate, not to mention inappropriate.

Now THIS is the funny stuff.
I have a crush on a student teacher. He's a music education major doing student teaching at my school, in my band. He's cute, funny, easily embarrassed, and.. I don't know. He's like me, in some ways. I don't know what he thinks of me, but we have awkward eye contact a lot, and I dont know what to think. Some of my friends have told me he seems like he likes me. But come on! He's about to be done with his undergrad stuff. He doesn't have time to like a sophomore in high school.
And another thing. I used to like a guy named Tim, and we were best friends. But then he dropped me. He will have nothing to do with me. But last night I had a very.. interesting dream, and he was in it. Weird. I had pretty much forgotten about him. But I guess not. Ok then.

So back to the guy I love. Daniel. *swoon*.
Let's go to the checklist.
Funny [x]
Cute   [x]
Mature [ ]
Smart [x]
Caring[x]
That's 4 out of 5!
But there's the whole friend thing... 
Sigh. I'll try to update more often.
This could get VERY interesting.
(and I'll modify the checklist.)